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Post by Simone on Dec 11, 2011 23:09:17 GMT 1
"Okay?"
It wasn't an elegant answer, but what did you answer to that?
"Why? I thought you thought it wasn't a problem."
Feeling emotions fill up under the surface, she still attempted to act controlled, since he was.
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Post by Balthazar on Dec 12, 2011 0:00:18 GMT 1
"You do, and I think it would be best if we just took a step back and really thought this through. I still love you but I... "
He shook his head not at all sure what to say.
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Post by Simone on Dec 12, 2011 0:16:49 GMT 1
"You just don't want to be with me."
It was hard not to take that personally.
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Post by Balthazar on Dec 12, 2011 0:27:47 GMT 1
"I do! I just want you to be sure what you want."
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Post by Simone on Dec 12, 2011 0:31:01 GMT 1
"You think breaking up will make me sure?"
Her calm exterior was cracking in the edges a bit.
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Post by Balthazar on Dec 12, 2011 0:38:53 GMT 1
Baz made sure he stayed calm.
"No, I'm just suggesting we take some time apart. I think it will do us some good."
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Post by Simone on Dec 12, 2011 0:44:43 GMT 1
"That is what you say when you don't have the balls to just break up."
Simone was beginning to seem equal parts sad and angry.
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Post by Balthazar on Dec 12, 2011 0:49:30 GMT 1
"I do not want to break up with you, Simone."
He said slowly, so that she would really get it.
"I want this to work, but right now it's not and the only solution I can see is this. "
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Post by Simone on Dec 12, 2011 1:09:38 GMT 1
"Fine."
If that was the way he wanted to be, she couldn't stop him.
Crossing her arms, she really tried not to have a breakdown, but ended up having to rub her sleeve against her eyes more than once.
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Post by Balthazar on Dec 12, 2011 1:26:57 GMT 1
He hadn't really expected her to react in any certain way, but was still a bit surprised. And he was surprised he was so calm. He went over to Simone and gave her a hug. She looked like she could need it.
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Post by Simone on Dec 12, 2011 1:48:12 GMT 1
She let him do so for a while, probably staining his shirt in the process (or would have, if it hadn't been black), but then pushed away.
"Was that it then?"
Simone asked in a voice that was tinted by the fact that she was crying (and trying not to).
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Post by Balthazar on Dec 12, 2011 2:00:06 GMT 1
Was that it? he asked himself. It was the reason he had come, but he hated to see her cry. Any attempt to make her not too seemed silly after what he just had done. He was sure he had done the right thing though.
"Is there something I can do for you?"
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Post by Simone on Dec 12, 2011 2:09:44 GMT 1
"You can not ask me what you can do for me."
She shouldn't be surprised it had gone this way, and she was incredibly angry with him, but she couldn't help but to feel incredibly hurt and upset.
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Post by Balthazar on Dec 12, 2011 2:15:10 GMT 1
"I'm sorry, Simone. But I had to do this."
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Post by Simone on Dec 12, 2011 2:26:08 GMT 1
"Sort of like you had to pursue me to begin with?"
She was frozen on the spot, feeling all but well.
"So did you stop me from leaving you after Sarah just so that you could get to do it yourself?"
After having said that he loved her none the less.
"That's bollocks, Balthazar."
She wanted to tell him to leave, but at the same time she didn't.
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